Day after day...
Nights after nights...School holiday is coming to an end...
I'm not sure its good or bad...
On the
good side, I would be afraid that i would be bored as sch reopens
got lots of sch work to tackle...
On the
bad side, the
freedom of doing anything that i want is ending and blah blah blah...
Actually, i dont want sch to reopen so fast, i wanna enjoy life at home freely.
Too bad, sch has to reopen one day... I cant avoid it anyway...
Things happened lately: FYP, Bday celebrations, L4D gaming and "blah"
Time has passed, i will rememeber those wonderful times spent with frens, and forget those bad times on those "un-cool" things.
Sometimes, i just wondered why i would think such things as the answer was very clear to me.
I always think of the negative side whenever i do anything, is this good? or a bad thing?
I trying to get my mind to think positively.
Just lucky that my frens has those bday celebrations and L4D outing to enlighten my mood.
Also, I have spent one night at JQ's house and he recommended some of the j-rock bands and songs that is nice and would really make me release stress by just listening to them.
Hmmmm...
Fyp was so stress already den somemore get involve in those kind of things.
Sometimes, i just dont understand myself.
Sometimes, i just feel like really giving up, sometimes, i dont wanna give up becos i went too deep by then as i was hoping for a chance at that time.
Yes, giving up do hurts for sometimes, but think of the positive side, it would be better rather than stuck there, even when the answer is very very clear to me.
Hope everythings goes well (especially to my fyp), if not we can say
GG!Finally, i really hope that guy would treasure you lots and protect you by not letting you getting hurt. All the best for you both.....Signing off.....
WILSON-X
